Some things may never change.

Some things may never change here I am again doing an assessment close to it's due date again but the strange thing is that the thought of doing an assessment makes me put off doing it more and more. It has always been like this since I could ever remember it's not so much that I don't like what I am currently doing and are totally disinterested in it it's more to the point that it comes down to laziness and my lack of will to change. Something strange happens closer to the deadline of things it's as though I'm some kind of saddist that takes pleasure from knowing that I left things to the last moment and everything else doesn't matter again till I complete the task like a crack addict the last few hours are my drug of choice.